exw zisei oso kamia alli ellhnida mesa stous kolpous tis orthodoksis ekklhsias mesa se monastiria ..kai logw epagelamtos eixa panta ti prwti thesi pantou...diko mou keli se polla monastiria. Exw melethsei oso to mialo mou mou epetrepe tous perissoterous pateres tis ekklisias...kai den enoow bious agiwn...alla Isaak suro pidalio ekklisias xrusostomo kai allous pou de mou epitrepei o xwros na onomatisw. Exw akousei tous perissoterous theologous mas apo bimatos..kai exw eksomologithei oso kamia alli stous pio prooratikous apo aytous..opws Porfurio..Simo monis agiou Panteleimona
proin eisagelea megalo exomologiti..kai twn ierewn exomologiti.
Mporw na sou analisw oli tin theia leitourgias tou ierou xrysostomou ..ti simasia tis kai to ti simenei i kathe stigmi apo tin arxi mexri ta sa ek twn swn..

Omws exw na pw kati. Pote den imoun perissotero eytixismeni para twra pou pisteyw mono sto theo kai oxi sto xristo pia.

De pisteyw se kamia thriskia..

apopse enas filos mou filipinezos pou kaname mazi xristougenna etsi gia to ethimo ekane proposi ston agnwsto theo..pou akomi to psaxnei...

o theos mou apokaliptetai pio poli twra pou sebomai olwn twn anthrwpwn tis thriskies..kai xairomai otan oi alloi ektimoun ti diki mou apopsi gia to theo pia..AN RWTISETE KYRIE MOU TOUS PROKATHIMENUS GIA TON AGIO NEKTARIO THA SAS KOITAKSOUN ME STRABO MATI..MEXRI PRIN LIGO KAIRO I EPISIMI EKKLISIA DEN TON THEOROUSE AGIO KAI YPARXOUN POLLES SKOPIMOTITES GIYATO..ANOIKSTE TIN ISTOSELIDA TIS ARXIEPISKOPIS AMERIKIS DE THA BREITE MIA EYXETIRIO KARTA GIA TON AGIO NEKTARIO..ADITHETA THA BREITE GIA OLOOUS TOUS ALLOUS AGIOUS..GIA NA STEILETE EYXETHRIES KARTES SE ONOMASTIKES EORTES..

ENAS KANTIWTIS POU ZOUSE ME ENA ZEYGARI PAPOUTSIA KAI EDINE TO MISTHO TOU GIA NA ZOUN OI ALLOI THEORITHIKE ANAXRONISTIKOS..KAI ITAN SE KAPIO BATHMO EKTOS PRAGMATIKOTITAS..OMWS TOULAXISTON ITAN O MONOS POU MAS EPEISE GIA TO ALTROUISTIKO TOU IEARARXI...
TI MAS LETE TWRA KIRIE...GIA TO PATRIARXEIO..POU DEXTIKE BRWMIKA LEFTA APO MEGALOOUS DESPOTES AMERIKIS? O KALOGEROS TIS PATMOU EKLAIGE ME MAURO DAKRY GIAYTO POU TOU SINEBI ME TON ENA APO AUTOUS TOUS DESPOTADES..BROMIKA LEFTA ME DAKRIROOOUSES EIKONES PHGAN STO PATRIARXEIO...

SIXATHIKA PLEON OLOUS AYTOUS..PISTEYW MONO STO THEO....KAI O XRISTOS KALA AT EIPE ALLA DE ME ANTIPROSOPEBEI MIA KAI EINAI EBRAIOS ..

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